My love & I.
I found you in this lifetime, thanks to a wish we both made to find one another. I sometimes think one or the other was sucked through a portal in which the other was living his life in another dimension. Our one soul duplicated to live in separate dimensions, to learn more lessons.. but when we asked for someone just right for us the other was sucked right in. One soul in two bodies now experiencing itself through the other. You get me, you see me, I do the same with you. Your heart is so big.. I feel so lucky.
You can always start again. Clean out your social media. Create a new account for your new taste in music. Study or work in a new city. Start socialising with new people. Choose a new signature scent and style and purge the outdated parts of yourself. If you don’t like where you’re at, but you don’t know what to do about it - try starting again.
(via ener-chi)
nooo don’t express serious emotions you’ve been designated “the funny one” aha
nooo don’t exist in a way that contradicts the one-dimensional version of you I’ve created in my head you’re so convenient aha
(via joshpeck)
PSA: Halloween is pretty much here and it only takes on second to send a sick child in the hospital a Spook-o-gram. The best part about this is that $1 gets donated to CHLA’s Helping Hand fund each time you send one out. So let’s help some kids have a spectacular Halloween by sending them spook-o-grams and helping cause!!
This literally costs nothing but your time so please do it, you could make a kids Halloween.
Did it, you can too. So cute.
(via joshpeck)
I’m in a period in my life where I’m finally alone and I’m thriving. But I’m meeting so many new people and I’m not ready to give up my alone time for people again. I haven’t had myself to myself in forever. But people are so awesome. I just have no place for them right now when I’m so in love with hanging out with myself. Blocked the ex’s number and I finally feel like I can breathe a little. It’s been too long since he’s not been an attachement to me. He said it was okay I did that.. it makes me feel better running it by him. I don’t want to hurt his feelings. He understands. We’re also not dating so please. Thank god for this. There’s so many big questions for the future and right now I don’t want it. I’m trying to make him see why I won’t want it because talking to him doesn’t get through to him. I’m hoping he can make the instrospectional realizations himself. I bought a dating course from a psychologist I trust, and I gave him access to it. Hoping he’ll take it. Not for me… just so that he can be better. I’m tired of wanting him to be someone he’s not but if I can help him become more self aware then he can have a good relationship in the future sometime and that is all I want for him. I want him to be happy. I can’t give that to him when I feel so depleted after because I get nothing in return. That’s not how love works and he doesn’t believe me when I say I’m tired. Maybe me not being around will give him more space to think about the reality of unbalance that our relationship was.
Thanks for listening to my rant. I played 10 hours of Spyro today bc I’m on wisdom tooth meds and it’s 5am and yet here I am. So inspired and awake apparently. I should say goodnight, goodnight I love you
